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Just to let everyone know, I'm looking for another job, either another part time job to work around the one I already, or a full time one so I can quit this shithole.  So positve thoughts/vibes please!  It seems to actually work, or maybe it's just wishful thinking.

I have a sort of job opportunity (really very nebulous, more like an embryo of a job opportunity) at Disney.  Someone has a brother who's a manager at a restaurant at Disney World/Land whichever, and I should join Facebook and massage him.  I randomly consider it for five second intervals before thinking it's a terrible idea.  First of all, it's fucking Disney.  Second of all, I don't want to deal with the level of craziness that I know is going to be present all the time at a Disney World/Land restaurant.  Third, I'd have to join Facebook, which I don't want.  I prefer to remain anonymous online.  But the idea still pops in my head.  Anything is better than here, right?  But no, I've dealt with the whole tourist town thing, and that was at a beach town in Alabama that most of the country doesn't even know exists.

I can't even tell you how much I am beginning to hate my job.  Have I mentioned that almost everyone who works there is a woman?  Yeah, there are only three guys, not counting the two assistant managers, who we don't have much to do with.  And it's true, an office, or kitchen or whatever, filled with women is nothing but drama drama drama.  Especially when most have them have been working there for eight to eleven years.  (If I am still working here, or at a place like it, in eleven years, then someone just shoot me.)  Plus the place is just...nasty.  I'm not a clean freak by any means, but I just want to take a bucket of bleach and scour the whole place.  I do what I can, when I can, but this place needs professional cleaning.  For example, in the basement, which is where the walk-in fridge/freezer and dry storage is, there are leaky pipes from upstairs crisscrossing the whole ceiling.  There is slime mold hanging and dripping water everywhere; it smells musty and it's just gross.  Plus the door to the freezer doesn't close all the way, so there's always condensation around the edges, and there's a bunch of mold growing all around it.  It's disgusting.  And I see people down there sometimes putting together a desert tray with a cigarette hanging out of their mouths.  It's just, ugh, it makes me never want to eat out ever ever again.