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pennie_dreadful) wrote2013-11-20 04:13 pm
pennie_dreadful) wrote2013-11-20 04:13 pm
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November summary:
-The main thing was almost losing my dad. He's been sick pretty much all year, been to all kinds of specialists in Atlanta and Birmingham, but he suddenly started deteriorating early this month. He ended up having major surgery, and the doctors still don't know exactly what's wrong with him, but whatever it is is responding to steroids, so there's some breathing room at least. My mom had a total breakdown and it felt like I was the one who had to hold everything together. When I saw my dad in the hospital, I wanted to break down. He's fifty five but he looks like he's still in his early forties, but he looks so old now. He told me that now he knows what it feels like to die. I still don't even know how to deal with that, honestly.
-The library's antivirus software failed spectacularly and the computers were down until a couple of days ago
-I was almost evicted
-Car troubles
-Not getting enough hours at work, still need a second job
-Ended up missing a job opportunity because of not being able to access my email :(
ETA:
HAHA THE PLACE THAT I REALLY WANTED TO WORK AT JUST CALLED ME ABOUT A JOB INTERVIEW. FUCK YES.
-The main thing was almost losing my dad. He's been sick pretty much all year, been to all kinds of specialists in Atlanta and Birmingham, but he suddenly started deteriorating early this month. He ended up having major surgery, and the doctors still don't know exactly what's wrong with him, but whatever it is is responding to steroids, so there's some breathing room at least. My mom had a total breakdown and it felt like I was the one who had to hold everything together. When I saw my dad in the hospital, I wanted to break down. He's fifty five but he looks like he's still in his early forties, but he looks so old now. He told me that now he knows what it feels like to die. I still don't even know how to deal with that, honestly.
-The library's antivirus software failed spectacularly and the computers were down until a couple of days ago
-I was almost evicted
-Car troubles
-Not getting enough hours at work, still need a second job
-Ended up missing a job opportunity because of not being able to access my email :(
ETA:
HAHA THE PLACE THAT I REALLY WANTED TO WORK AT JUST CALLED ME ABOUT A JOB INTERVIEW. FUCK YES.
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just, don't feel like you HAVE to not break down if you need to. Also, this better work out for you, because something has to. Love you, be kind to yourself.
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Um. On the plus side you could prolly shop him for harrassment or at least just make it clear to his boss that he doesn't understand that he can't hit on people he's managing? Lolwat, Kat.
(My job is endurable but I wish it was more than that. I need to quietly get more education and then get out of finance and back to something that does not involve telephones or shmoozing. But goddamn, I have a full-time permanent job for the first time ever.)
/moar hugs?