I always have my breakdowns in private. I mean, I was an absolute wreck up until the day before yesterday, but I usually, eventually will manage to get my shit together. I have so much hope for this job opportunity, even though I keep reminding myself that good shit never happens to me; after two crappy jobs in a row (did I ever mention that the Gigantic Stupid Asshole ASKED ME ON A DATE) I need a job that does not make me question my career choice.