pennie_dreadful | (no subject)

I'm going through my tags trying to wrangle them into some semblence of order, and I found an old post about a dream I had.

I dreamed that I was getting married to a woman. I was discussing our plans with someone (don't know who they were, one of those weird dream things) and my dad suddenly came up to us. I leaned over to the person I was talking to and said, "shhh, don't say a word about the wedding, he doesn't know." But then my dad said, "I want you to know that I overheard every word of your conversation with M (one of my sisters)." A pause, in which I felt the blood drain from my face. "It was interesting," he said, and then he walked off. And then, in the way of dreams, I was suddenly at work, thinking, I'm not a lesbian! Why am I marrying a woman?! Why am I marrying anyone?!"

This was at a time when I had (what I now realise was) a huge crush on a female coworker and also was still under the delusion that I was straight, facepalming my younger self forever.