it's time to start getting really nervous...

[pennie_dreadful]

...because today is my interview.  Oh god, I hate stuff like this.  I have to leave in about two minutes to be able to get there in time, the appointment isn't until eleven-thirty...so if anyone reads this before then (Eastern Standard Time ; )) then cross your fingers or knock on wood for me....

//edit//

Woo, buddy, I nailed that interview!  :D  

The whole campus (not counting dorms) is one building, and the whole top floor is reserved for culinary students.  When I took a tour and I saw the students in the kitchens making delicious things I felt self doubt rear it's ugly head and say, what makes you think you're good enough to do this?, but I squashed it.  I also felt a huge wave of apprehension when I pulled into the parking lot and saw all the students; I felt like I wouldn't fit in, which is ridiculous of course.  I just shoved all the negativity down and told myself that if I act confident, then it's a short step to actually being confident.  It worked, although I did feel kinda dorky on the tour.  But whatever, I'm feeling really good about the whole thing, and I should be hearing yea or nay withing two weeks.